February 2011

Last night I did not feel so good. I had a terrible night, but then I had such a pleasant dream this morning that made me smile when I opened my eyes, and I felt great!

It was so realistic that I thought it was happening for real. In my dream I was supposedly in San Diego at home, but for sure I was somewhere else. Architecturally, I would say, I was somewhere like in Italy with old gorgeous Victorian style tall buildings. I was laying on a balcony enjoying the sun, and I saw some creatures flying in the sky. Continue reading →

“It’s time!” It’s time to share. This particular dream came to me exactly 8 years ago. I was secretly hoping that eventually this dream would come through, at least the “love” part of it. Then, I realized, at that time I was impatient, and I did not wait for divine intervention, I was actively looking for love, and at some point of life I have found a man through one of the single sites, whom I almost married. Yes, my friends remember my “ups and downs” of this relationship that ended with lots of pain a year ago. One year is not much, but it is enough to grow and change. Now I am a happy, renewed woman, with more zest for life and more open soul that is ready to share. I am not sure yet why all of a sudden my soul is ready to start my creativity voyage with this particular dream, but I am sure there is a reason for that. Here we go:

Dream about possibly Heaven and love. Summer 2009:

I had a morning dream. I remember it vividly because it happened just before my alarm rang. I think I was in Heaven!!!! Seriously. Although, in my dream I did not know it.

I was in some beautiful, serene place, I could compare it only to the top of the mountain. There was a very large horizon with beautiful colorful sunset beams. The feeling of serenity was magnified because that sunset beauty was not above me, it surrounded me. I was in it, and waves of tranquility of purple-orange-yellow-red colors were going through my transparent body. There were some other people with me. I think, I was talking to an elderly couple. They were so intelligent, so kind that I deeply enjoyed my conversation with them. Then we started descending down, to Earth. (When later today I was thinking about that descent, I could not remember any kind of staircase, or elevator, nothing like that. I think, it was rather something like a mountain path.) Once we approached the gate to the Earth, I saw that it looked like a bamboo shed with dangling bamboo curtains. (I am sorry, I am not sure, if that was the right material. I just try to describe it to the best of my memory. Because in a dream, usually you do not analyze the event, you just live the moment. Right?) Anyway, I knew that I wanted to go back to Earth with slight sadness, but not regret. Going through that gait, I had to pass through some cold showers which made me shiver a little, but not terribly. Once on Earth, I saw lots of people. They were wearing rain gear and dry suits. Seems like they were getting ready to go fishing, or maybe protecting themselves from rain. I looked around and I realized that my time perception was distorted. What seemed to be a one day visit to that beautiful place, in fact was years on Earth. My feelings got confirmed by the following episode.

Amongst other people there I noticed one very good looking man, brunette with a nice full beard. He smiled at me, I smiled back. Then his face changed into a very surprised smile. He ran towards me, shouting: “Where were you? I have been waiting for you here for a long time!” I replied: “I think, I was on another planet. Have we met before?”  Oh my God! Instead of answering to me, he embraced me with such passion and love, that I could feel his slender body with my hands. It was not just a physical embrace. I felt sudden powerful surge of love going through my core. I nearly melted in the arms of this stranger. I felt eternal love in this moment of embrace. All my questions did not need any answers anymore.

Then my newly found dream-man suddenly heard his name announced. He sadly looked at me and said: “I have to go, but we will see each other again.” I tried to run after him, hectically trying to ask for his phone number, or something else, but he was gone.) Then I woke up.

Anyway, despite to an abrupt ending, I woke up with a smile on my face. And I was able to keep that smile nearly through the rest of my day. I know it was just a dream, but the beauty of it kept me going for a whole day.