February 2011

Last night I did not feel so good. I had a terrible night, but then I had such a pleasant dream this morning that made me smile when I opened my eyes, and I felt great!

It was so realistic that I thought it was happening for real. In my dream I was supposedly in San Diego at home, but for sure I was somewhere else. Architecturally, I would say, I was somewhere like in Italy with old gorgeous Victorian style tall buildings. I was laying on a balcony enjoying the sun, and I saw some creatures flying in the sky. However, they were not birds, they had human bodies, but with wings and without arms. I would say they looked like angels maybe, but they were kind of half-naked (not the stereotypical modest angels), and their wings were not made of feathers, instead they had wings that looked like almost branches of trees with leafs, flowers and fruits. I was mesmerized by the scenery, trying to protect my eyes from the sun to get a better look at these creatures. They were flying in the sky effortlessly, playing with each other. Then one couple (male and female) landed on the roof above me. I tried to look at them again squinting my eyes against the sun and listen if they spoke any language, or perhaps made incomprehensible sounds like wild creatures. They both looked stunning with incredible big smiles. By human measures they did not match beauty standards because their teeth were not tight together, instead they had small gaps between their teeth, but they had very beautiful pearly white teeth and their smiles were magnetic as their lips were large and sensual, their smiles were sincere and happy, and their laughter was infectious. Dark large curls framed their gorgeous golden bronze faces. When I listened, I could definitely hear a human language, but nothing that I could recognize, but it certainly was not English, nor Russian, nor Spanish, nor German. They were just talking to each other in their mysterious for me language, laughing and smiling. I tried to catch their attention and waived sheepishly from down below. Male “angel” acknowledged me with a nod and said something in his language to me. Even though I did not understand sounding words, but somehow in my mind I knew that he said: “You are beautiful”. ..

That’s when I woke up and felt beautiful.  🙂